Friday, December 31, 2021

Be Patient

 


Times are tough, so I thought I would share a little poetry here to lighten the mood. One of my absolute favorite quotes about learning and love is from Rainer Maria Rilke, and it goes like this:

Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves like locked rooms and like books that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer.

Live the questions now.

Farewell, 2021.

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Source: The Marginalian

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Wednesday, November 10, 2021

Memorization: My Best Tips and Tricks


High school and college students often need to memorize a lot of material. Personally, I would love it if every student could use a sheet of notes on every quiz or test. I believe American education tends to emphasize memorization a little too much; we could stand to shift our priorities a little more toward applying knowledge and critical thinking.

But in the absence of giving students that option, I have a toolbox of tips and tricks to make memorization a little less painful. Many of my tips focus on figuring out what you already have memorized and therefore don't need to spend extra time studying. Don't waste time "memorizing" things you already know!

In this post, I'll describe the strategies that help me memorize material, which is useful to me as a tutor. I'm also going to muse about the neuroscience that may explain the technique, drawing on my background as a PhD in neuroscience and my on-going studies in learning and education.

* Include Equations and Other Relevant Details when Doing Your Homework

This tip may seem very obvious, but many of my students skip this important step. Write down your equations when you are working practice problems. This will help you memorize the equations in the context in which they are used. You could also add details about which concepts or other information you are using in your work. Adding information will build a mental framework in which equations and concepts are woven together rather than being separate pieces of information. Part of how our memory works is with association: thinking about A reminds me of B and C. On a test, it will be useful if you remember A, B, and C as part of a cluster of information.

Write down your work. Include equations, units, and any algebra used to solve the equation. Do it even if your teacher lets you get away with showing little or no work.

* Mind Map

I've written about mind maps before. I still think they are a great study tool! Basically, you give yourself a big sheet of paper or a whiteboard to brainstorm ideas and connections for the material you are studying. You can include diagrams, equations, drawings, and text--anything, really, that you think is important or relevant.

After you've created your mind map, take a moment to think about what's missing. Was there anything you wanted to include but couldn't remember all the details? Those missing pieces of information tell you what you should deliberately study in order to memorize them.

* Prepare a "Cheatsheet"

You might not be able to use this cheatsheet on your quiz or exam, but it's still a great tool for exam review. The idea here is to write out the cheatsheet that you would want to have for the exam. The practice of writing things out will show you what you need to memorize and thus streamline the time you spend actively memorizing things.

For the cheatsheet, I'd recommend using your class notes and other resources. Then go through it and ask yourself: what information is here that I don't have memorized? What data would I struggle to reproduce from scratch?

* Do Extra Practice

When you prepare for an exam, do you ever seek out extra practice? Some teachers and professors will provide extra practice questions or even full-length practice exams. For some courses, there is a lot of practice material available online; I frequently recommend Khan Academy to my math students for extra practice.

Doing extra practice, even just a little bit, can strengthen your skills and boost your confidence before your exam. If you practice using only the resources that will be allowed on your exam, you'll discover what you need to have memorized. 

* Write Your Own Practice Problems

The beauty of this tip is that it asks you to spend time with this material in a new way. You aren't answering questions; you are asking them! In learning, it can be useful to look at things from a different perspective. The novelty of it will strengthen your understanding of the material. For extra practice, you can write out your own answers as well. (And quiz yourself: can you answer your own questions without looking at the course materials?)    

* Quiz a Friend or Have a Friend Quiz You

This tip is pretty self-explanatory. You and your friend can make the questions as easy or as hard as you want. You can make it timed so you can practice your speed. Hearing your friend's questions may help you identify areas of weakness in your own understanding of the material (and vice versa for them).

In general, I am a big fan of having study buddies as long as you know you can get some work done. But be honest with yourself about whether the time spent with a friend is for fun/pleasure or to get schoolwork done.

* On the Exam: Immediately Write Down Your Memorized Information

This is a tip I discovered in college when I was taking either organic chemistry or biochemistry. If you are nervous or anxious about remembering a lot of information for a test, you can start the test by writing down everything you have memorized. Do this before you start answering questions so you are less likely to lose any details. I think this is a great way to "download" your brain before you have to dig into a challenging exam. You'll free up your working memory to focus on the questions rather than trying to hold onto whatever you studied.

OTHER TIPS

I wanted to add a few more tips that I think can be useful. They aren't my preferred strategies, but they might work well for you.

* Flashcards

Lots of people love flashcards to drill themselves on basic information for a class. They're convenient too, as you can review your flashcards several times a day to use repetition to build your memory.

* Rewrite Your Notes

This strategy is pretty self-explanatory. I think it can be useful to find ways of explaining the material in your own words or with your own edits (perhaps adding additional material like acronyms, new connections you have made, etc.). For me, the cheatsheet I described above is like a condensed version of my notes.

I've been getting into making new note sets for some of my core tutoring subjects, like chemistry and physics. It's fun for me because I enjoy learning. Over the long run, all the efforts I have put into studying have made me more effective at this work. My hope is that the same is true for you when it comes to your academic performance.

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What are your favorite strategies for memorization? Did I miss any good ones?

Image courtesy of Green Chameleon via Unsplash.

Friday, October 8, 2021

How I Actually Study: My Best Tips and Tricks



I recently had the pleasure of working with a student on her preparation for the AP Physics 1 and AP Physics 2 tests. As part of my own preparation for working with her, I spent many hours with two review books, my own notes, and the internet to polish my physics knowledge. I thought it might be helpful to share with other students what my study process looks like.

* Work the practice problems.

You probably have practice problems available to you, whether from your teacher or a test prep book. Do the practice problems, using all the resources that you have available. For some classes, you might be looking up information as you go. This is okay! Take note of what you are looking up. When I work with students, especially for online tutoring, I'll leave all the web pages open and then send my student the links afterward. That way, we both have a record of the resources we used during our session.

* Compile the topics and concepts on which you need more information and/or practice.

Sometimes it will become clear to me that I just don't know enough about a topic to explain it well to a student. I make lists of these topics so I can study them in depth later.

Work-wise, I tend to be in one of two modes: produce or learn. When I'm in my productive mode, my preference is to knock out as much of the task as I can. If I were a student, I would want to complete as much of the assignment as I could. Then (perhaps later) I would shift into learning mode to study and think about the things that I didn't understand. This strategy has a lot to do with how my brain and energy levels work. The important thing is to not lose track of the material that needs more attention, even if you can't get to it right away.

* Do a deep dive on the material you need to better understand.

I love nothing more than to do a deep dive to learn more information! My favorite resources for independent study are:

- trustworthy websites

- textbooks and test prep books

- Khan Academy

I use practice questions as my touchstone for the deep dive. If I can answer those questions confidently, with good information to justify my answer, then I have completed my task. If I'm having a good time while learning about something, I might go deeper just for fun. But I'm always keeping an eye toward being able to help my students. The deeper my knowledge is, the more I can offer them as a tutor.

What do I during my deep dive? Sometimes I'll just read and think. I might watch a video or several videos. I take notes. I ask myself questions. Since I enjoy learning so much, I don't mind if this process is a bit meandering. If I'm crunched for time, though, I'll just stay focused on trying to answer the practice questions. 

The more crunched for time you are, the more you'll have to take a triage approach to studying. You'll want to focus on getting as much done as you can, and you might have to limit how much time you spend on a deep dive. This is okay! Gradewise, it might mean you get a B instead of an A, or a C instead of a B. This is life--it's messy and imperfect. We all have seasons of life during which we have to triage our to-do list and know that we did the best we could. But even if you are taking a triage approach, I'd still recommend making notes about the material you didn't understand. You might be able to get the information you need directly from your professor, a tutor, or a review session.   

* Ask a trusted source for help.

I'm a former academic married to another STEM tutor. So I have a lot of people in my life who can answer questions for me. My own approach is to answer questions as best I can on my own, then enlist help from other people. I think this a great way to approach tutoring if you hire someone or get free tutoring from a trusted person. 

* Revisit challenging practice problems.

This one is self-explanatory. It's worth it to retest yourself to see if you have truly learned the material. Are there any parts you are still stumbling over? Is there anything new that you realize you need to know?

* Write up a study guide for yourself.

This is one of my absolute favorite study tips. It's so empowering to create this resource for yourself. If you could use a study guide on a test (maybe in an open-notes situation), what would you include? Which equations, concepts, and diagrams would you want to have available? Are there any pieces of information that you tend to forget or find confusing? Write it all down. I created a study guide for my AP physics student to summarize what I thought was the most important information from the topics that we reviewed together. I plan to expand that study guide to cover all the topics on the AP Physics 1 and 2 tests, mostly so I can continue to improve and refine my approach to physics tutoring.

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Those are my study tips: practical, thorough, detail-oriented, with an eye toward the big picture. What are your favorite study tips?

Image courtesy of Avel Chuklanov via Unsplash.

  

Thursday, November 26, 2020

Wyzant Tutoring: Tips to Find the Best Tutor for You

I get asked by family and friends how to find a good tutor for specific classes. There are many tutoring platforms and tutoring businesses that are looking for students, and it can be overwhelming, trying to decide which one(s) to try. In this post, I want to offer my two cents about a platform with which I am very familiar, Wyzant Tutoring, along with my tips on how to find your best tutor.

This post is not sponsored by Wyzant! Everything I am sharing here comes from a desire to be helpful to my students.

PSA: "Wyzant" is pronounced "wise-ant." I think their logo used to include a cute little cartoon ant wearing glasses.

Why Wyzant Tutoring?

I have been a tutor on Wyzant's platform for seven years, and I've tutored hundreds of students through them. What I like about Wyzant is that it's an easy way to connect with a tutor. It's fairly low risk to try a new tutor and see if it's a good fit between tutor and student. Wyzant has allowed me to connect with students to form a variety of working relationships, from single sessions to tutoring students through multiple classes.

* Contacting tutors is totally free

To contact tutors, you just need to set up a free Wyzant account. There are no fees or charges to start talking to tutors.

* You enter payment information when you are ready to commit

Once you have found a tutor with whom you want to schedule a session, you enter payment information on Wyzant's system. This way, your tutor is reassured that he or she will get paid for the work.

In seven years with Wyzant, I've never had a client tell me that he or she had an issue with payment that could not be resolved. I believe that Wyzant's billing system is safe and secure to use.

* The good-fit guarantee

Wyzant wants you to try tutoring! To make it as pain-free as possible, they pay for the first hour of tutoring if you aren't happy with your session. I think this is a great policy.

For my business, if I feel the tutoring session was not very productive, I won't charge my student. I do this for two reasons. One is that I don't want the student to feel bad asking for a refund. The second is that I don't want a negative review on my Wyzant profile. At this point, I feel established enough on the platform that I don't worry about a negative review. But I still want my students to be happy, and I am sensitive about whether the session went smoothly and provided real value for money.

* You can meet online or in person with your tutor

This is useful, during a global pandemic and during normal times. You can prioritize whether it's more important to find the best local tutor or to find the best tutor from a bigger pool of tutors across the nation.

* Vet your tutor efficiently

This is the meat of the post, the part I want to discuss most. The items above are all reasons why Wyzant is a good platform. Here I want to share what I would recommend to streamline your search.

First, check out your tutor's educational background and subject proficiencies. Wyzant allows tutors to provide a lot of information about themselves, so be sure to look closely at what they say about their tutoring business. For example, I have what I consider to be primary subjects (biology and chemistry). These are my strongest tutoring subjects; they are the subjects I studied the most in school and for which I have booked the most tutoring hours. I also have secondary subjects (physics). These are subjects in which I'm not as strong; I might be working on my own proficiency. For physics, I work with students taking high school physics but not college-level physics. This is the approach I took with high school math as well. I started tutoring algebra 1 and geometry; after a few years, I added algebra 2. Now I'm working on my precalc skills with a few students.

Second, for the tutors who interest you, reach out and ask them about specific questions or topics. You can even send them a sample homework to give them an idea of where you need help. Don't send them more than two documents! It's better to send them a small sample and then make plans to meet for a session. Tutors don't get paid for this kind of client communication, and I don't think it's fair to ask them to spend a lot of time looking at your course materials. If you want a tutor to invest time in you, give them the chance to get paid for it. If it's not a good match, tell Wyzant and they'll refund your money.

When students have vetted me like this, and they've sent a sample of the work they are trying to do, I have been able to honestly assess whether my skill set is a good match for them. But for this to work, you have to be pretty specific and transparent about what you need. Sometimes that's really hard for a student to do.

Is it wrong to meet with a tutor and then figure things out? No, not at all! But I want you to understand that it takes time for a tutor to figure out how to help you. It's not a bad use of time, but it does take time, and that's time for which a tutor should be paid.

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I hope these tips are helpful! Do you have any questions for me about Wyzant or finding a tutor? Ask them in the comments and I'm happy to answer them. 

Friday, October 16, 2020

An Update for 2020

Hello, dear reader!

After a long hiatus, I have returned to update and refresh this site. The year is now 2020, we are living through the covid-19 pandemic, and it feels like everything has changed.

I am still tutoring and writing. I had a baby in 2018, and I shifted my freelance commitments from full-time to part-time to be a (mostly) stay-at-home parent to our young son. Samuel is now almost 2.5 years old. He is wonderful--so smart and funny. I have been working on a personal essay about the decision to become a parent, and I look forward to publishing it on this site when it's finished.

Because of my scheduling constraints around childcare, I have a small number of tutoring students with whom I am working this year. Being able to work this semester (fall of 2020) has felt like a lifeline. I'm so glad to have this connection to the outside world during a time when it feels like we still live under the threat of a deadly virus. A few of my sessions are done in person, with both of us wearing masks and hand-sanitizing before and after sessions. It is a risk to be meeting in person, and we remain vigilant about our health and potential covid symptoms. For now, our risk seems to be okay. I've remained healthy, though the pandemic has turned me into a hypochondriac. Every sniffle, every cough, every sore throat makes me think I have covid.

I've been doing more writing and editing work, which I have loved. For four years, I've been a science writer for Dook Dook Ferret Magazine, a magazine for ferret owners which is published through Ferret-World. Austin Writing Shop, a small business I own and run with Courtney Stoker, has been helping clients with job-seeking and school applications. I am working on two books, one solo and one with my friend, Lewis Weil, the founder of Money Positive. (Full disclosure: my partner is a member of the Money Positive team.) And I have a bunch of ideas for essays that I want to write, some of which I plan to publish on this site.

In short, I am absolutely swimming in inspiration.

For now, I am not seeking new tutoring students, but because things can change rapidly, feel free to get in touch with me if you are looking for a math or science tutor. Even if I am unable to work with you or your student, I can give you resources to help you find a tutor.

I wish you all the best! Stay safe and stay healthy.

Friday, May 22, 2015

Five Ways We Should All Try to be Like Scientists

Be brave in front of the Universe, its grandeur and magnificence.  Paraphrased from Carl Sagan

My recent post for The Grad School Series got me thinking about the intellectual benefits of science PhD training.  I no longer work full-time in a lab, but I feel I’ll always be a scientist at heart.  My training shaped me as a person, and I know I’m a better human for having survived that experience.  Here are five ways in which I think we should all strive to be more like scientists.

* Be willing and able to admit when you are wrong.

THIS!  This.  My goodness, we could use more willingness to be wrong.  I’m not saying that you have to like being wrong, but the faster you can admit you are wrong, the faster you can get back on track.  Experiments do not move forward if you can’t admit your hypothesis was wrong or your methodology was flawed.  Life often follows the same rules.  (And it’s okay to make mistakes.  Really.  In my experience, people are far more forgiving of mistakes when you come forward and tell the truth.)

* Be open-minded and skeptical.

Many people underestimate how open-minded scientists have to be about their work.  Science is a strange profession, full of unexplained data and experimental backfires.  We become more effective at this work by embracing that possibility that we are wrong.  Being a scientist has made it easier for me to listen to criticism and to see things from another person’s perspective.  It has softened my hard edges.  I’ve learned that there is often more than one side to a story, so I am slower to judge. 

* Be meticulous when it counts most.

I have my flaky moments, as most of us do.  But science has honed my ability to focus when it really matters.  In an world filled with distractions, I think this skill is invaluable; it’s one that has pulled me through tough spots again and again.

What does being meticulous outside of the lab look like?  For me, it’s a way of defining short-term goals.  Some tasks require intense focus, like driving in bad weather.  Other tasks ask us for some grace, like supporting a friend who just needs some love, not advice.

I try to make sure that my meticulousness is balanced with the understanding that we all make mistakes.  I’m not a religious person, but I need grace in my life, for me and for those around me.  

 * Learn to live with doubt.

Who wants to live with doubt?  No one, that’s who.  And yet, that is what we have in this world.  There will always be uncertainties, and I think it behooves us spiritually to learn how to make peace with our doubts.  I am all about making plans for an uncertain future, but I recognize that life is what happens when you are busy making plans**.

Scientists who are working at the edge of our knowledge, as I did for ten years, are working on the cliff’s edge of doubt.  It provokes intense anxiety.  Paradoxically, I think that working for so many years under those conditions has made me less anxious.  Because I realized that in the face of the unknown, I would still find my way forward.  I believe the same is true for most of us.  But denying our doubt is not the answer: I say embrace it and move forward as best you can.

* Approach problems with a collaborative spirit.

Science taught me how to troubleshoot with the best of ‘em.  Shit would go wrong, and it was my job to figure out how to get things back on track.  Now I apply this strategy to my life outside the lab.  My general MO is to assume that there is a mutually agreeable solution.  I am more open to collaborative problem-solving and more willing to listen.  I’m able to prioritize problem-solving, and guess what?  That means it’s easier to solve problems.

Science is so much more than the scientific method.  It’s an approach to life that transcends lab work and scientific articles.  And because we do science in pursuit of the truth, a scientific worldview is a toolkit that we can employ whenever truth is the highest priority. 

** RIP, John Lennon.

Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Should You Sign Up for a Science PhD Program?

I’m dusting off The Grad School Series to bring you this post!  The question above is one that is near and dear to my heart as a person who was always on an “alternative” path even while pursuing a PhD followed by postdoctoral research.  My path, like so many, has been one of mixed success: I was able to complete my PhD in six years with several publications under my name, but my years as a postdoc were mostly a flop.  And yet, I don’t regret the time I spent on my PhD and consider myself very lucky to have that experience under my belt.  After a few “wilderness years” and the panic of not knowing what to do with my life, I’m very happy with where I am now and where my career interests are taking me.  While a PhD is certainly not necessary for tutoring, it was through my PhD work that I discovered genetics, which is by far my favorite subject to teach.  It was also through my PhD that I discovered a deep love for science and the scientific method.  I also learned patience and great troubleshooting skills, which are essential for excellence in teaching.

In this post, I will highlight the most common reasons that people choose to pursue a PhD in science and I’ll share my thoughts on each.  No matter what your reason for going after that PhD, there are ways you can set yourself up for career success after you reach those three little letters.

* I want to be a professor.

Who wouldn’t want to be a professor?  The excitement of leading a research team, the chance to be brilliant, the possibility of saving people’s lives through your work…it really is an incredible career to pursue.

But it is now rare for a PhD scientist to become a research professor.  According to this analysis, 14% of biology PhDs obtain a tenure-track position within six years of graduation.  The numbers are a little more encouraging for PhD-trained chemists and physicists, with 23% of the chemists and 21% of the physicists landing those prized positions.  In my experience, for the biologists who do land a tenure-track position, they do it after spending ten years in a postdoc position (or even several postdoc positions).  Academic science is a pyramid scheme: only a few can make it to the top.

The truth is that a lot of talented, hard-working science PhDs simply grow tired of waiting for a job to appear or (perhaps more commonly) they decide to move on with their lives and look at other jobs.

If you have your heart set on being a professor, what can I say to make your long, long journey better?  Well, for one thing, I have seen people on this path land a tenure-track position.  My colleague Dr. Bridget Lear, who was a postdoc in my PhD lab, is one such person and I’m happy for her: she was a great mentor to me when I was in graduate school.  Another encouraging observation is that people on the tenure-track path are able to transition successfully into science industry.  I think their talent and ambition can work very well in the private research sector.

If you’re able to stay patient and engaged with your research while waiting for a tenure-track position, then perhaps the waiting won’t be quite so painful.  But more often than not, I think a lot of PhD scientists decide to throw in the towel on waiting.  I’m sure at some level, it feels like failure, and if that happens to you, you’ll have to find a way to make peace with those feelings of failure.  Here’s a chilling account of one such person’s experience.

But life goes on and so will you, even if you don’t become a research professor.  And if you do make it?  Congratulations!  Go forth and do some kick-ass science.

* I want to teach college.

This is why I pursued a PhD in neuroscience: I really wanted to teach at the college level.  And I am, in a way, though it looks different than what I imagined twelve years ago when I was applying for grad school.

The good news is that great science teachers are very much appreciated by their students and the general public.  Great science teachers provide so much value.  The real questions you’ll have to grapple with are:

How devoted am I to teaching specific subjects to specific students?

How much money do I need to make to be satisfied?

Do I want to teach at a single school, or am I willing to teach at multiple locations?

Community colleges are frequently hiring adjunct professors, but adjuncting carries with it a host of drawbacks, including poor pay, no health insurance, multiple locations, and the struggle to teach enough classes to make ends meet.  My friend Courtney, who taught as an English adjunct professor for three years in Houston, has shared many horror stories with me about how hard the adjuncting lifestyle was.  And yet, she loved teaching.  I don’t think she regrets the time she spent teaching, but it was not financially sustainable.  Courtney and I now run Austin Writing Shop, which is a business dedicated to helping students at all levels become better writers.

My dream was to teach at a small, liberal arts college like the one I attended and loved.  That’s not what I do now, and I’m okay with it.  I arrived at a fork in my road where I realized that being able to choose the city in which I wanted to live, with the partner I loved, was more important than my job.

The bottom line is that if you want to teach science, I think there are tons of ways to do so.  You’ll find a way to teach, and you’ll find a way to make money doing it, too.  I was able to get some of my first teaching experiences by volunteering and tutoring at a low pay rate, and those jobs showed me, without a doubt, that teaching is what I am meant to do.  So even though I didn’t make much money doing them at first, the confidence I gained was invaluable and propelled me to try full-time tutoring. 

* I have another job in mind that requires a science PhD.

Awesome!  You’ve got a career path lined up for yourself, and now you just gotta get a science PhD to make it happen.

But…what if you change your mind halfway into your PhD?  Or what if that job isn’t waiting for you when you graduate?  Many things can change between starting and finishing a PhD—interests, the economy, relationships, family life.  My best advice is to take a step back and ask yourself if your PhD training is teaching you skills that you will be able to parlay into a good job in a few years.  While the specific job may not be there any more, your skills are yours—make them work for you! 

* A science PhD will teach me useful, marketable skills.

Maybe…but what does “useful” mean to you?  What about “marketable?”  So much depends on what you like to do and what you want to do.  I think one of the best things a science PhD student can do for herself is to be proactive about getting the training she wants.  One of the best decisions I made before graduate school was choosing a lab where lots of techniques were used: behavior, genetics, molecular biology, biochemistry, even electrophysiology.  While I didn’t learn every single technique, I learned a lot and I took all those skills with me when I left.  I’m a better teacher now because I am so well-versed in biology. 

* I love science and just want the chance to study it deeply.

Yay!  I love this reason for going to grad school.  Doing something because you love it is so pure and beautiful.  That being said, you’ll still want to spend some time thinking about what you might want to do after grad school.  Having an eye trained toward graduation and beyond will help make that transition easier and less painful.  If you aren’t sure what you might want to do, check out these useful career-planning links:

- You Need a Game Plan

- myIDP (a guide to creating your own Individual Development Plan, a strategy to identifying and getting what you want out of your career in science)

(As an aside, let me say that I had the chance to meet Dr. Phil Clifford, one of the developers of myIDP, and he was so kind, encouraging, and pragmatic.  I’d say that it was one of the highlights of my postdoc years, and I’m delighted to pass along his words of wisdom by sharing the links above with you.) 

* A PhD will make my family proud.

I admit, I can’t really relate to this one personally.  My parents have always encouraged all of their children to pursue their own interests, so when I decided to pursue a PhD, it was not a big deal.  It was always my choice.

I generally think that making big life choices to make other people happy is a bad idea.  I’m American and a product of the hyper-individualistic American culture, so of course my opinion here is heavily influenced by my cultural background.  And truthfully, research is too fucking hard to be doing it for someone else.  You need to want that PhD for you.  I’d say that if your family is pressuring you into grad school, give research a try (see my post on summertime research for more thoughts on this) and see if you enjoy it.  You might even need to dabble in a few areas of research to find the best fit.  But when it comes time to apply to PhD programs, I think you need to be clear on why you are applying.  If it will make you proud, then go for it!  You need a lot of enthusiasm for research to survive the 5+ years of grad school.

* A PhD will make me proud.

I find this reason interesting; I’m generally intrigued by what motivates people.  I think that deep down, this was a huge reason I went to grad school, and finishing my PhD is still one of the accomplishments of which I am most proud.

It’s perfectly fine to start here with your journey into grad school.  But then make the choice to dig deeper, to find more things that motivate you and make you excited to do research.  Also see my links above for career planning to help guide you toward success on your terms.

* A PhD will make people think I’m smart.

Well…maybe.  Grad school may also shred your ego because everyone there is so smart and talented and motivated.  Success in research requires a certain humility that asks your ego to step aside.  I found that the more open I was to learning, the better I became at doing research.

I will say, however, that there are times to stand up for what you believe to be true, whether it’s defending your own data, describing your role in a conflict at work, or not taking on projects that you know you don’t want to do.  You gotta learn when to hold ‘em and when to fold ‘em.

Don’t go to grad school so that other people will think you are smart.  Work on the insecurity that is leading you down that path instead.  You can always get some research experience while you sort out your insecurities by, for example, landing a job as a lab technician. 

* I don’t know what else to do with my life.

Hmm…perhaps you don’t want to commit to a PhD program until you figure this out?

I have mixed feelings about this reason.  On the one hand, grad school can be a great place to be while you figure out your life path.  There are tons of opportunities, cool things to learn, smart people—all great things to be around when you are young and uncertain.  And lots of people who do earn PhDs end up doing something different with their career than what they had imagined during graduate school.  On the other hand, you do need to be pretty motivated to do well in graduate school.  It’s not a place you can just “hang out.”  You gotta work—in your classes, in the lab, on your thesis.  If you don’t know why you are in grad school, I fear that you may simply coast toward failure because you didn’t have an inner light guiding you toward goals.

I’d be careful about pursuing grad school if you just don’t know what else to do.  It’s not a place for slackers, but it can be a good place for the curious.  And if I’m honest, finishing my PhD required me to commit again and again to reaching my goal.  There are so many moments of doubt and frustration in research.  For me, the only way to move forward was to acknowledge the doubt and commit AGAIN to my project and my path toward the PhD.

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Whew!  That was a long post.  Do you have any questions for me?  Feel free to leave them in the comments below, and I’ll address them there or in a future post.  I really enjoy writing this series and hope to keep it going with more good content.